#3 THE DAY I LOST EVERYTHING —
The day everything had changed… No word about it… Nothing. No fucking warning or anything.
It could be remembered so vividly if they sat down in a few moments of silence. That day was filled with manic, too many hushed words and rushed interactions. It was full of dread and feelings of guilt, worry, and doubt...
It was just barely past one o'clock in the afternoon and Pyre had only been asleep (finally) for no more than ten, maybe fifteen, minutes when a soft knock sounded. Their eyes snapped open almost instantly, making an exhausted grumble of annoyance as their initial response. Breathing out a heavy sigh, they rolled over in bed to face the closed door of their bedroom.
"Phaedra, what could you possibly want from me?"
There was a brief pause of silence before the door finally cracked open to reveal a girl with short red hair and matching brown eyes. She looked nervous and timid, which was so rare for her, but Pyre had failed to note her behavior immediately.
"Are you decent? We need to talk."
"Like… Morally? Or are you asking if I have pants on?"
Phaedra's anxieties fell for a moment, frowning at her sibling's response and rolling her eyes at him.
"Pants."
Pyre gave a lopsided grin Phaedra didn't return like she normally would have. His brows knit together, confusion starting to write on the red-head's features as he moved to sit up. He patted an empty spot on his bed.
"Okay… You're being weird… What's up?" He spoke slowly, unfortunately wide awake now.
For a moment the red-haired girl hesitated before finally slipping into the room, quietly shutting the door behind her with a soft
click.
"I want you to hear this from me before dad tells you… Because you know how he is–"
She was prolonging whatever she had to say.
"Phae, will you spit it out? Goodness–"
The girl breathed out a long and heavy sigh, nervously running her fingers through her hair as she crossed the room and plopped down on the edge of the bed. Her eyes avoided her brother, cast down towards her hands as she picked at her cuticles. She bit the inside of her cheek, unsure how to even start.
"Phae–"
"Lixue is missing."
A silence suddenly casted over the room. An uncomfortable silence that made Phaedra shift, dreading a response.
"What? What do you mean 'missing'?"
"Do you not know what missing means? No one can find him." Phaedra spoke, her tone a weird mix of softness and harshness. As she took the risk of actually looking back at her brother she could see the number of emotions crossing and mingling with each other in their eyes and on their face.
An uneasy, doubting laugh tumbled out of their mouth.
"No, no, you're wrong! I literally just talked to him yesterday and-and everything was fine! He seemed fine–" Words flowed quickly out of their mouth, cringing inwardly at the lie. Things were
not fine. But, Pyre would die on that hill and convince themself otherwise.
"Peej, hey-" Phaedra reached a hand out towards Pyre, but pulled it back ever so quickly at the sheer amount of heat radiating off of him. Panic had taken the look in his eyes, his movements quick as he reached and fumbled around for his phone that'd been lost in his bed. She watched his thumbs move quickly against the screen, and then his face fell and his eyes started to glisten as tears started to form.
Pyre held his phone out to his sister, guilt knotting in the depths of his stomach. Under a brief message that had been sent to the contact:
LIXUE
, another message appeared.
SMS ERROR: The phone number you are trying to reach is no longer in service.
Phaedra's features softened dramatically, tearing her eyes away from the screen to look at her brother's face.
"Pyre, I–"
"Did he leave anything? Like a note… Anything??"
She shook her head slowly, but that was the wrong answer it seemed. Pyre's feelings only worsened, looking like he was about to vomit with the amount of guilt and panic he was experiencing.
"Why would he do that? We- We're supposed to be best friends and tell each other everything! I- He can't just be gone! I-I need him, Phae–"
"Pyre–"
"I think… I think I love him."