Before I start off, I'm Agnostic. And this is not to start any type of religious fight. This is just to share my thoughts, and see if others think this way. I find myself thinking about a lot of things that make no sense. Such as: How did words come to be? I'm sure the words we use today weren't always around, and same with the grammar and punctuation we use. So, how did the very first words come to be? And who taught them to humans, who made them up? And, if you honestly think about it, words are just letters put together to make a sound- we're taught what they mean, and how they sound, but in reality they mean nothing, because they are nothing. If words were never created, how would we communicate? Or would we communicate at all? The English language is very complicated in the first place, of course, words sounding the same, but meaning different things, and being spelled differently. How did anyone come up with any of these ideas? Not just words even, but everything and anything? And how did anything even come to be? The universe, space, planets, animals, how were the first ones ever made? Some people use science, some use religion, but it doesn't explain it, at least not to me. I honestly want to know- how the fuck did the universe come to be? I imagine the world as a blank piece of paper, and someone starts drawing, and shit all comes together. But that is ridiculous. What if we're all actually just, dreaming, or, this is all an illusion, and we're not even real? We're all just- nothing at all, and , it doesn't even matter, or make sense. Also, I wonder what happens when you die- sometimes, I become happy and inspired, and I think, there's got to be a Heaven. I want to see my family/pets/friends again. And then I think, but what if there's not? What if it's a giant nothing- a blank, a void? You wouldn't know, because you'd be dead. But wouldn't it be scary? Doesn't that thought scare you? Just the idea of not existing at all, no brain, no thoughts, just pure nothing. It scares the hell out of me. And good lord, I could just keep these thoughts coming- but I must sound insane/ridiculously stupid by now, so, I'll quit here. Like I said before, this is not to fight about anything, but just trying to see what people's thoughts are.