It had been the words she yearned for, reviving the dim hope that all was not lost yet, that her parents could have escaped this nightmare. Yet, it was mitigated by the rest of his words. A wasted gesture. All these people died for nothing? Is that what it meant? And putting together a holding action… Is that what they were reduced to? Cut their losses? Stalling, hoping that the problem would be solved… how?
"I would like to be informed as soon as you have something. Anything" Lizbeth breathed out, in an effort to relax her clenched jaw.
She noticed Alex's departure, but while part of her was curious as to his whereabouts and hoped he was okay, she was too overcome by her own emotions to do so. She needed air, far from everyone's prying eyes, where she could gather her shambled thoughts, to get all the repressed emotion she had scarcely been holding in, set to burst at any moment, out of her system.
Taking her leave from the general, she excused herself to the restroom, persuading him that she would be able to find it on her own, and wandered off toward a secluded spot. Once she found it, she paced, fingers curled into a fist, forcing herself to inhale and slowly exhale through her pursed lips, in an effort to restrain her rising anger - at Erusia, at the situation they were in, at their own weakness, at herself - fighting against the urge to kick something.
Punching the wall would probably look childish, silly or whatever you could call it, but it would feel good…only for a second, and it would probably really really hurt afterwards. She flexed her fingers, to release the mounting tension, and leaning her forehead against the wall in frustration, she stayed there for a moment, eyes closed. Feeling tears welling up in her eyes, a burst of self-deprecating laughter escaped her lips. And now, the waterworks. Pathetic… As if it could solve anything. The young woman was so very tired of putting up with everything thrown at her. And while she wasn't sure what she could do about it, she knew she would fight back.