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She relented to holding his hand only because she loved him.
Well. Because she loved him, and he loved her. And because there would never be a moment when she did not long to touch him. Because, finally, he was her's alone once more, and she was free (freeish) to fret over him as she wished, without having to trust his health, his life to a handful of healers. Because he was standing and breathing on his own, because the fever had broken and he recognized her, and even if she was not quite through with irrational panic and concern, she was so relieved to have him back, she nearly ached with it. Because she loved him, and she had missed him, and she had been afraid, and if she didn't do something, then she was going to do something else, something stupid, like cry, and that would only upset him, and that was the very last thing she wanted now.
But mostly, she relented because she loved him.
Just moments prior, she'd been standing beside him, stiff and anxious and irritable, her arms folded across her chest, because she'd lost yet another argument to him going outside. And this one she was say, too, had been lost only because she loved him -- she'd have no doubt won otherwise -- but also because she could feel the restlessness and paranoia beginning to creep in, and as much as she wanted him safe and heathy, she wanted him happy, too. So, she'd agreed to let him taste fresh air...on the precursor that at least one healer be ready with a hot drink and a warmed blanket, should he catch a chill. She had another blanket tucked under her free arm, her expression surly as the air was chill.
But of course, his touch undid all that. It always did.
And, if pressed, she would admit she, too, was happy to be out of this place that gave Rask nightmares and kept her from their home and their bed. She had spent long nights at his side, perched in a large chair at his bedside, until he'd insisted she sleep in a real bed, lest she catch an illness all her own. She had started to argue, then acquiesced just as soon as he kissed her, and frowned at him for it, because it was manipulation of the vilest kind. Then he'd kissed her again, and the frown had faded under a blush and the argument, once more, had been won.
She'd left for as little time as she could the night before the 'prepare' their home again, shutting all the windows, preparing whatever firewood was necessary, ensuring the heat cavern located near the house was open and uncluttered. She'd found and bought and traded and stolen extra blankets, and kept pitchers of whatever miracle healing nonsense the Aavan kept on hand for their own kind in their cellar. She'd left only when she was rigidly certain she could cure Rask of anything but another cold-shock, and she was mostly ready for that, too. All that remained was the walk back, which had her stomach nearly in knots, despite the fact that she'd berated the healers into nearly accompanying them almost back to their home.
His touch undid that, too. She wouldn't be truly happy until she had him home, in their bed, under a mound of blankets too heavy for him to lift. But this, this moment of peace, was close.
She let herself take a single, deep breath and close her eyes for just a moment as she rested her head against his shoulder.
"Are you sure you don't want me to ask them to knock out the roof here?" she offered jokingly. Mostly jokingly. "We could have it done by tonight, I'm sure."
Well. Because she loved him, and he loved her. And because there would never be a moment when she did not long to touch him. Because, finally, he was her's alone once more, and she was free (freeish) to fret over him as she wished, without having to trust his health, his life to a handful of healers. Because he was standing and breathing on his own, because the fever had broken and he recognized her, and even if she was not quite through with irrational panic and concern, she was so relieved to have him back, she nearly ached with it. Because she loved him, and she had missed him, and she had been afraid, and if she didn't do something, then she was going to do something else, something stupid, like cry, and that would only upset him, and that was the very last thing she wanted now.
But mostly, she relented because she loved him.
Just moments prior, she'd been standing beside him, stiff and anxious and irritable, her arms folded across her chest, because she'd lost yet another argument to him going outside. And this one she was say, too, had been lost only because she loved him -- she'd have no doubt won otherwise -- but also because she could feel the restlessness and paranoia beginning to creep in, and as much as she wanted him safe and heathy, she wanted him happy, too. So, she'd agreed to let him taste fresh air...on the precursor that at least one healer be ready with a hot drink and a warmed blanket, should he catch a chill. She had another blanket tucked under her free arm, her expression surly as the air was chill.
But of course, his touch undid all that. It always did.
And, if pressed, she would admit she, too, was happy to be out of this place that gave Rask nightmares and kept her from their home and their bed. She had spent long nights at his side, perched in a large chair at his bedside, until he'd insisted she sleep in a real bed, lest she catch an illness all her own. She had started to argue, then acquiesced just as soon as he kissed her, and frowned at him for it, because it was manipulation of the vilest kind. Then he'd kissed her again, and the frown had faded under a blush and the argument, once more, had been won.
She'd left for as little time as she could the night before the 'prepare' their home again, shutting all the windows, preparing whatever firewood was necessary, ensuring the heat cavern located near the house was open and uncluttered. She'd found and bought and traded and stolen extra blankets, and kept pitchers of whatever miracle healing nonsense the Aavan kept on hand for their own kind in their cellar. She'd left only when she was rigidly certain she could cure Rask of anything but another cold-shock, and she was mostly ready for that, too. All that remained was the walk back, which had her stomach nearly in knots, despite the fact that she'd berated the healers into nearly accompanying them almost back to their home.
His touch undid that, too. She wouldn't be truly happy until she had him home, in their bed, under a mound of blankets too heavy for him to lift. But this, this moment of peace, was close.
She let herself take a single, deep breath and close her eyes for just a moment as she rested her head against his shoulder.
"Are you sure you don't want me to ask them to knock out the roof here?" she offered jokingly. Mostly jokingly. "We could have it done by tonight, I'm sure."