So honestly, Just being me in myself, I feel like, "Why am I the only one who thinks and feels like this? Though I obviously understand there are others out there. Its just that you tend to forget that feeling of knowing that. Then online basically everyone is depressed and all sad about the same stuff, all think they're unique and deep/dark, shit like that and it reminds me that I'm nothing special. Not by the way I think, just that I know a ton of people feel exactly like me, and just like everyone else, no one cares. My therapist told me,, "There are plenty of people dealing with the same thing you're going through, doesn't that make you not feel so alone?" Seriously, that made me feel 10x worse, like, Oh Lovely. I'm another statistic, some young person, whose is depressed, and you've probably heard the story one thousand times over. Its like, do you know what I mean? You know how people always try to make it seem like, "OH, I'm much more depressed than you, and have it worse, and I have every single mental illness, ect." Then I'm sitting here considering my own problems & thinking, why in the world are you so proud of that. Honestly, I have no idea where I'm going with this, you get the point.