Jack's half-lidded eyes watched the fire die, leaving softly glowing embers in its wake. The golden evening had passed, giving way to a dark night, and cloud-muted moonlight pooled on the bare wood panels of the living room floor. Some of it caught in Arrow's hair and illuminated his bronze chest as it rose and fell like the tide, the boy himself curled up on top of Jack like a fieldmouse in its nest. His body was scalding hot and the Wendigo could feel the heat of it through his many layers – Arrow murmured something incoherent into Jack's neck as he shifted in his sleep, his grip on Jack's hand tightening. The movie had long since finished and the laptop sat quietly on the arm of the sofa; Arrow had fallen asleep near the end and looked too blissfully happy in slumber to move. In Jack's free hand, a Blackberry lit up with new messages that its owner read in silence.
From: Fang
Dominic and Roman on move. Got some others in too.
From: Fang
Rumours confirmed. Bloodsack's definitely in city.
From: Fang
Got reports that Jet's onto us.
Jack sighed into Arrow's hair at the last one and typed a response, biting his lip to stifle a yawn.
To: Fang
Just find out what she knows. She is no enemy of mine. I expected her to find out anyway – she's as clever as they come.
Moments later, a buzz signalled a reply.
From: Fang
Roger that, Chief.
The hybrid boy shifted on his lap, knees drawn up to his chest and face buried in the comfort of Jack's shoulder. His ankles hooked around one of Jack's calves so their legs were tangled together and the Wendigo smiled in his domestic bliss. By the dying fire, Kastra lay stretched out, letting out the slightest snore. He remembered how comforted he was by those snuffling noises when he had first been kicked onto the streets – Kastra was all he had. When night fell and exhaustion finally overcame them, the Griffin would drape herself around the boy and wrap him in her wings, and her gentle snores would lull him to sleep in the shadows of some frozen alleyway. It stung to think of her wings, those magnificent trademarks of power that had sheltered him from wind and rain – he looked at the blackened scars that ripped down her back and pressed closer to Arrow in his sadness. She had let vampires tear them out so Jack could eat; that was one of the conditions of the nest.
You can stay with us, kid, but we've got conditions. You let us take your pretty Griffin's wings, 'cause they sell for bloody loads, and you saw off those ugly antlers. We can't have anyone finding out we're harbouring a bloody Wendigo. From now on, boy, you tell 'em you're a vamp like us. Got it?
He had known even then, at eight years old, that they weren't doing it out of the goodness of their hearts. His nest took him in because he was useful – they drained human bodies of blood, but then they had evidence of their kill. What could be better than having a hungry Wendigo to clean up the mess? It was a good system, and Jack was fed and had a roof over his head, but he still felt sickening guilt every time his gaze caught on those scars. Kastra had done so much for him and all he could give her in return was a tiny flat and a Nix boy to keep her company while he was away.
He hadn't stayed with the nest for longer than necessary – it was a dangerous place to be. The vampires were constantly brawling with other nests and scrapping violently over food; they raised him as one of their own, so he was expected to join in. He remembered the relief that overcame him when he could finally leave them, safe in the knowledge that the ogre who owned The Dragon's Head pub would employ him. Since abandoning them at fourteen, he'd never once been back, and if he saw members of his nest, he hardly acknowledged them. They had not loved him, so he didn't see why he should make the effort now. He still lived under the pretence of being a vampire – even Arrow thought that was what he was. It pained him more than he cared to admit that he had to lie, but if anyone found out he was part of the Aster-Pitches – well. There was no use in troubling himself with those thoughts.
He always avoided the centre of the city where he knew the manor stood, tall and ornate and imposing. Behind its iron gates were too many memories he'd rather forget, too many faces he wished he could burn from his mind. His father who had loved him so much, who had shown him all the glamour of aristocracy and promised him the world when he was old enough. His mother, so vivid and wild, who let him scramble onto her knee and read him stories. His sister, delicate as a white rose, whose hair was like milk and flew like spiders' silk behind her as she ran through the woods to catch up with him. Jack missed her the most.
"Hey," a sleepy voice murmured, and Arrow lifted his head slightly. "You okay?" It was only now Jack realised his blue eyes (originally a rich brown like his sister's, but he'd had them painfully lasered because vampires had pale eyes) were filmed with tears and there was a lump in his throat. Arrow would sleep through an earthquake, but somehow sensed when the Wendigo was upset.
"It's nothing," Jack assured him in soft whispers. "Just… remembering." Arrow nodded in understanding – he had no clue how Jack had come to be in this situation and didn't press the issue, knowing some things were better left unsaid. Hell, it wasn't like he didn't have secrets of his own.
"It's okay," Arrow's eyes were heavy with sleep and he was already melting back into it. "You're safe now. I love you." Jack blinked his tears away, a single moonlit drop leaving a glowing trail down his cheek.
"I love you, too."