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I torture you
Take my hand through the flames
I torture you
I'm a slave to your games
Face claim: Alejandro Corzo
Color Resource: #780000
Theme Song: Only You - Portishead
Name: Chrisian Ruiz
Nickname(s): N/A
Age: 30
Birthday: 28th, October. Mexico City
Sexuality: Homosexual
Occupation: Casino Dealer / Bartender
Craving: Sadism // The infliction of pain on others
Height: 6ft
Weight: 185
Piercings: N/A
Tattoos: N/A
Marks: Cigarette burns on right hand/wrist.
Health Ailments: • Insomnia • Smoker •
Personality:
• Calm • Introverted • Quiet • Obsessive • Sadistic • Organised •
Christian is an externally calm and quiet person. He likes to watch and observe rather than participate. Social events tire him out and he doesn't enjoy parties or drinking. He'd rather be at home with one or two people. Most people he works with try to keep him involved, and he does, but they just can't seem to get him out of his shell.
Christian learnt to keep himself quiet for other reasons besides being an introvert. Christian is obsessive and sadistic. When he finds somebody he really likes, he will do everything in his power to be with them. He wants to share everything with them. But mostly, he wants to see them in pain. He doesn't want to see them bleed, but he does want to see them cry. It makes him fall in love even more. However, Christian learnt through experience how to do all of this, without making him look like a psychopath. He hopes to make people fall in love with him, without knowing he's the source of their pain. Not until much later.
He's also an extremely organized person. He uses planners and diaries for everything. He covers them in drawings and stickers, he keeps everything he does written down and organized.
Likes:
• Coffee • Bookstores • Planners • Stationary • Train journeys • Watching suffering • Rain • Plants • Small dogs • Having someone close • Classical & Country music •
Dislikes:
• Big events • Slow traffic • Loud people • Betrayal • Messy rooms • Insects • Cats • Early mornings • Pasta • Being Drunk •
Hobbies/Talents:
• Organization
• Taxidermy
• Reading
• Fencing
Strengths:
• People skills - Christian knows how to blend into the background, or how to stand out. He finds he can catch the eye of men he wants quite easily. He's also good at talking, if accused of anything, Christian can seem quite innocent. People usually like Christian, he considers that quite a talent.
Weaknesses:
• Insomnia - Christian suffers from insomnia, his late night shifts definitely make it worse. This has definitely effected his overall health. He is still in shape but smokes a lot. He looses his breath easier and could definitely be beaten up by someone the same size of him.
Christian was born to a young couple. His mother was a stripper, but when she got pregnant, she left the business to become a full time mom. His dad was a customer, but romanced her. They ended up together, but Christian was an accident. His mother was loving, and almost thanked him for getting her out of her job.
He grew up with love from his mother but his father was distant, and argued a lot with his mother. Christian watched his father make his mother miserable, and began to take it out on himself, and then others. He'd get very angry and hit his own arm, he also was very mean to animals. In school, he was a quiet kid, nobody really noticed he was there.
As he reached puberty, Christian realized he preferred men over women. He kept it from his parents, but started experimenting from an early age. He spoke to boys on the internet, most were much older than him. They were perverts, but Christian only wanted to experiment. When he got older, Christian realized lots of these boys began to love him, but he didn't have feelings for any of them. Christian lead them on and waited for them to really fall in love, then he'd drop them. It gave him a weird rush that he liked.
When he hit 18, Christian dropped out of school. He didn't concentrate in class and ended up with bad grades. He couldn't afford to try to get into college anyway. He worked in a bar, but still lived with his mother. She was still loving, but had changed, ever since Christian's father had left. He was abusive and had an affair with a younger woman. Christian always said that she was better without him. But he had to support her. He came out to her, and she was supportive too.
At 21, Christian finally got a boyfriend. A cute, young 18 year old. He was still in school and trying to get into Harvard Law. Christian loved the way his boyfriend adored him. He treated him like a king, and Christian loved it. He was obsessed. Christian kept pictures of him in his planner, and took pictures of him when he was sleeping. He just obsessed over him. But what Christian loved most, was watching his boyfriend cry. If he could collect his tears he would. It got dark though, Christian loved watching him cry so much that he'd argue with him just to break him down, then hug him to make him better. For the killer, Christian broke up with him during his exams, causing him to fail. He loved ruining his life.
He had to move away from his mother, to get away from the rumours about him and his boyfriend, and to become more independant. He has been living in the same small apartment in the centre of the city. It is minimalistic, and has a lovely view of the city. He moved up to working in the casino, he did love watching people loose all their money. He also learnt to be slyer with his love life too. He never got into a serious relationship, but dated boys. He liked to send explicitly homosexual pictures to their parents, then watch them break down. Or he'd get them fired or depromoted, just for his pleasure.
Christian hadn't planned on getting into another serious relationship, until one man who caught his eye.
I'm just a sucker for pain
I wanna chain you up
I wanna tie you down
I'm just a sucker for pain