Standing at a lanky 5'9", Nils isn't the most intimidating man. Besides his cold, never-changing expressions, he's rather uninteresting. His barely combed dull brown hair is of a medium length for men, but not out of choice. Rather, he's simply isn't brave enough to try something unique or attention grabbing. His eyes are uninteresting, being a simple brown that is standard. In fact, the only thing unique about them is that they can be compared to the eyes of a dead fish. Nils carries himself in a pretty standard way. He doesn't walk with his chest puffed out, nor does he roam the streets staring at the ground. The only unique way he seems is his conviction. No matter what he does, he does it with absolute confidence in his abilities.
His attire consists of hoodies, dark jeans, but most importantly, reflective jackets. After all, being hit by a car at night does that to people.
Freeter
Nils has a wide range of knowledge from the time he spent in various odd jobs. While he isn't an expert, he can fix simple appliances, clean gutters, paint walls, repair furniture, clean carpets, run the cash register, help you move out, and apply his skills better than the average person.
How I am
Nils' mental defense is pretty high. Stress, emotions, imaginary psionic attacks, and annoyances barely affect him.
I know a guy
Because of how much Nils got around when working so many different jobs, he knows a lot of people. Most of them have positive opinions on him. Less so on his dead-fish face.
Freeter United
Nils has a wide range of knowledge from the time he spent in various odd jobs. While he isn't an expert, he can fix simple appliances, clean gutters, paint walls, repair furniture, clean carpets, run the cash register, help you move out, and apply his skills better than the average person.
Actually okay at singing
He's not a songwriter, but he's decent at singing. While he doesn't have any singing technique, his voice is unique enough to be enjoyable.
Desires Held
Appearing as surreal imaginings of one's desires, the desires of others become corporeal to Nils. He sees a "clay-like" entity that either floats near them or replaces their body. The closer one is to sating their desire, the less clay-like and more realistic the entity becomes. For example, someone who wishes to be big and strong would have heaps clay on his arms, giving the appearance of muscles. Someone who wants to sate their carnal desires would appear with nude clay people prostrating themselves to them. Someone who is about to achieve their goal of CEO would appear with hundreds of tiny, almost realistic peons below their every step.
Desires Left
The people who die still have their desires remain in the world. More ethereal than the desires of the living, the clay entities appear similar to VHS. Their colours abberate, their flicker with noise, and they shake around. After a while, these desires simply fade from existence.
He never really got it. The entire emotions thing. Ever since Nils was young, he never really felt anything. Happiness, sadness, hatred, love, each one of those things. They were alien to him. But Nils wasn't a bad person. Though, that was because of his upbringing. When he would wet the bed, his parents simply washed the sheets and talked about it when Nils was ready to. When he accidentally set the brush on fire, his father stomped it out and asked if Nils was okay, uncaring that his favourite boots were now destroyed. When he prodded a dead stray dog, his mother simply hurried him away and talked about why it was wrong. Every time Nils' improper behaviour had a chance of escalating into something horrible, his parents were there to show him down the right path. They taught him how to take that right path and Nils went down it. Though, something was always empty. Nils could just never understand people.
As a consequence of his emotions, Nils never really had any aspirations. He was a fairly ascetic man. Hedonism never really was for him. He simply worked in whatever job he could find so that he could survive in society. He was a roofer, he was a clerk, he taught computers to the elderly, he fixed stoves, and more. He's been around the block so many times you could call him a dog-walker. Incidentally, that was his third ever job. He lived like this since he was 15. Unfortunately, one job kept him until late at night. He helped a restaurant owner clean up at night and, on his way out, noticed a lady had left a pendant. He overheard that she was leaving town only hours after the restaurant closed. Well, Nils just had to help, didn't he? He dashed out in the middle of night to return the pendant.
Turns out, running across roads in the middle of a stormy night isn't the best plan. By act of god, he was brutally struck by a truck. He was internally decapitated and died instantly.
But he came back. Quite literally, he hit the ground running. He awoke moments away from a bus station across town, a crying lady seeking safety under the shelter. Around her, hundreds of clay pendants similar to the one he was carrying. He gave the pendant back and, one by one, the pendants around her vanished. She could have thanked Nils hundreds of times, but Nils took one 'thank you' and quickly left.
For the first time in his life, Nils felt like he understood someone.