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Valerie worried every single day.
Someday, she knew it would subside, but it did not change the way her heart thudded uncomfortably in her chest at the thought of him going back into the field. A lot of things worried her, though. She worried every time he left out that front door and every time she was away from the house. She worried when she woke and he wasn't there beside her. What they had lived through – what they endured – would leave scars for a long time. There were too many times where he was dragged away, nearly killed and taken from her. There were too many times where she thought him leaving was the end. But she felt relief, too. She felt relief every single time Tavarius walked in the front door and captured her lips in a kiss. She felt relieved when he called her to check in about what time she was going to be home. She felt relief when he decided to settle down on the couch with her and just be.
Not everything would always be that black and white, but Valerie took comfort in it. Life was not about living in constant fear of losing. She wanted nothing more than to work through her fears and come to a place of peace. Today had been a huge first step. She went out, stayed out and functioned like a normal human being. Tomorrow would be better. So would the next and the next until she finally felt the security that she had fought so long to feel.
"So could I," Valerie laughed, "Believe me, this whole adjusting thing while pregnant? Not our brightest idea. Though technically I'm allowed to have one glass if I really, really need it."
Someday, she knew it would subside, but it did not change the way her heart thudded uncomfortably in her chest at the thought of him going back into the field. A lot of things worried her, though. She worried every time he left out that front door and every time she was away from the house. She worried when she woke and he wasn't there beside her. What they had lived through – what they endured – would leave scars for a long time. There were too many times where he was dragged away, nearly killed and taken from her. There were too many times where she thought him leaving was the end. But she felt relief, too. She felt relief every single time Tavarius walked in the front door and captured her lips in a kiss. She felt relieved when he called her to check in about what time she was going to be home. She felt relief when he decided to settle down on the couch with her and just be.
Not everything would always be that black and white, but Valerie took comfort in it. Life was not about living in constant fear of losing. She wanted nothing more than to work through her fears and come to a place of peace. Today had been a huge first step. She went out, stayed out and functioned like a normal human being. Tomorrow would be better. So would the next and the next until she finally felt the security that she had fought so long to feel.
"So could I," Valerie laughed, "Believe me, this whole adjusting thing while pregnant? Not our brightest idea. Though technically I'm allowed to have one glass if I really, really need it."