A look into my mind.

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BleedingRose

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'Never End'

I wish this night would never be over.
There's plenty of time to sleep another time.
I never want to close my eyes,
In fear this will all be a dream.

Can you hear my heart beat?
Can you hear it skip a beat?
Do you know what that means?
I'm afraid to know what it means.

I never want this conversation to end.
I never want to go to sleep.
In fear that this will all be a dream.
Will you still be here when I wake?

In the past I've fallen too easily.
I don't want to scare you off like the others.
Can you hear my heart beat?
It's skipping again, I think that means I'm afraid.

I hope I'm not wrong,
I don't think I could afford to be.
Not again, not like before.
There's more at stake now.

More to think of besides myself.
I hope I could be right.
Can you tell me tonight,
That taking this risk is right?
'Question Mark'

I don't know how to feel anymore.
I've looked inside for the first time,
In a very long time.
This has me off course.

Am I crazy for feeling this way?
I surely hope not, I think I could cry.
It's been such a long time.
A very long time since I've felt this way.

Those little butterflies I get when I see your name.
The way I smile when I hear your voice.
I think I need a moment to clear my head.
When was the last time I talked like that?

Truth be told, it scares me.
Oh how it scares me tickled.
I hope you're not fickle.
I don't think I could handle that.

I don't know what to think.
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you.
I need to know.

Am I crazy or am I falling?
Would you catch me if I fell?
Would you break my fall?
Would you put me before them all.

I don't know how to feel anymore.
I think I may come clean,
not hide from the light anymore.
I don't know what this means,
Maybe I'll take a risk after all.