I just want to roleplay a heart shattering, messed up, painful roleplay. Looking for a dominant male that will be put through a lot of shit. Feel free to message me with any ideas! There may be possible mrpreg that I want to do as well Your character is a god who had grown very lonely, watching everyone around him fall in and out of love countless times. Unlike the other gods, he sees foolishness in constantly rushing partner to partner and desires a long lasting, loving relationship. He wants to have children, a family, and to continue to live in peace without the agonizing loneliness. He eventually falls for a young boy named Hibisenis, who is enslaved by another god and was brought along to a party to be shown off like a prize. The two started a secret relationship, becoming lovers and for a moment, the lonely god feels his chest swell with happiness. However, that moment is short lived as Hibisenis, like any other human, died of sickness years later. Over and over again, the lonely god watched his lover be reborn, found and cherished him on Earth, before watching him die again. After many lives, Hibisenis is born with his original name and with a faint memory of his continuous lover. The god has now grown determined, wanting Hibisenis to gain eternal life and stay with him forever in his heavenly home. The god has a short time before they may be separated once more, Hibisenis having grown with a terminal and unknown illness that could take his life any day. The other gods and goddesses may be willing to help, but at what cost would the pair have to pay to finally gain their happiness together? Even if such a feat were accomplished, Hibisenis could not bare children and did originally have a human mind. One that could easily house betrayal to his long time lover.