"Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart; of it's constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts." - Edgar Allan Poe
When the kami gathered together for a night of drunken revelry, the unexpected little things always tended to happen not in the midst of the dancing and the laughing. Even they were ever so susceptible to the way the sake of the heavens would dull usually sharp minds and often-guarded hearts, secrets close to tumbling out of loosened lips and fumbling gestures. Perhaps it was in those times that they were most human.
Even the gods craved for companionship and understanding. The longing to touch not only with their hands, but also their hearts. Whether it be through the magical sway that even drink held over them or confidence that shone through even free of the influence, they craved it. It was why Amaterasu would share those private looks with the quiet Tsukiyomi. It was why the gods would indulge in talks they could rarely get if they walked the earth.
Simply put, these gatherings where perfect venues to witness gods letting their guards down.
Inari knew it.
Here she could see the subtle nuances in every bond that tied gods and goddesses to each other. The fragile and easily frayed thread between Amaterasu and her other brother, Susanoo. How the two were more often than not on guard around each other, and even when alcohol loosened their limbs, their tongues still remained like poisonous snakes ready to strike out at each other. How Tsukiyomi was the only middle ground the two had. Those three were such a curious trinity.
Those three were so often lauded that their other sister was left forgotten, in the shadow of their mighty figures.
"It is so good to see you again, Inari." She chuckled and shared a mirthful look with one of her closest cohorts, the goddess Benzaiten. They were seated on what were possibly the plushest seat cushions. Or Inari more or less sprawled in an almost brazen manner among an abundance of pillows surrounding their seats, while her more poised friend lay on her side in a more composed way. "How has your travels around the land been treating you? Well, I assume?"
Pushing herself up with one arm, the fox goddess hummed lightly as a heated bottle of sake poured itself into her cup, tipping her head back and letting the smooth liquid slide down her throat. She sighed happily; drinking was always best in good company. As the cup was lowered her azure eyes wandered the room for the subject of her roaming thoughts. "Hmmm~ I think I have made quite a lot of admirers, maybe I should have gone in a less noticeable form for my last visit. That lessens the fun though..."
There. She wasn't quite sure why her thoughts would suddenly wander over to an acquaintance she rarely spoke to, and admittedly wasn't as close as she could be with. Wakahirume was always so shy and withdrawn among them...
"Such a cheeky fox you are, breaking so many hearts," the goddess of love and intimacy laughed, amused at her friend's antics. Inari's lips curved cheekily, but she didn't take her eyes off of where she caught a flash of long brown hair.
For a moment, her brows rose slightly and she almost didn't catch the rest of Benzaiten's chuckled words.
There at the furthermost side from them in the expansive room - it was a room fit for the gods to let loose in, after all - stood a figure in white and red. She never quite understood why Wakahirume didn't think she was as noticeable as her sister, or other goddesses. Wakahirume wasn't undesirable - far from it rather with her silky brown hair and alabaster complexion free of any flaws, a subtle glow in her very body. Yet she always hid herself.
Though what was this? Across the dawn goddess was a god that Inari did call a friend, but oh - this was interesting~
"Ne, Benzaiten, look at those two," twirling a finger daintily in the unaware couple's direction, she turned her friend's attention to them. A grin stretched on her face, eyes glittering in curiosity. "Don't they look awfully cozy?"
As expected, the goddess of intimacy already knew. Benzaiten giggled knowingly and sat up. "Oho, Nishibyakko Okami has been pursuing our lovely and shy dawn. Though I must say, he is being quite bold now," she remarked with a cocked eyebrow.
"Oh?" Popping a sweet confection that shone with opalescent colors into her mouth, Inari snickered softly. Nishibyakko wasn't known for being brazen and bold, he was among the quieter half of the four beasts. The Northern and Western gods were quieter than the Eastern and Southern ones. He was a gentleman, to be sure, but she had a feeling he was mostly clueless to intimacy and affection. Even Azumeseiryuu enjoyed the attention of ladies in his own clueless way, Suzaku basked in any praise from women like the fluffed up peacock he was, and Genbu was quite literally a millenia-old virgin.
Which was a shame, really. Such handsome looks were wasted upon such a man.
But she was not here to sigh about Kitagenbu.
That flush on Wakahirume's face was faint but really quite telling, with how close the tiger god's face was lowered as he bent over for her. The two goddesses on the other side of the room could see her delicate hand in Nishibyakko's own, held close to his chest. The way their breaths most likely mingled from such close proximity and fed into the blush on her face made Inari laugh inwardly. But the blush that was also - just barely - dusting the god's cheeks as he tried to look at his woman enticingly made her snicker aloud.
Nishibyakko wasn't a lightweight at drinking, even if he was reserved, alright. There could only be alcohol fueling the impulsiveness in his violet eyes as he did such a gesture in a room full of people. Then again, most other people were drinking or bickering - she could see Minamisuzaku trying to rant at a completely unimpressed Kitagenbu - and far too busy mingling with each other to notice the little moment the couple was having so close to the exit.
"Oh my, he's trying to get her to come out for more privacy with him-" The two goddesses shared a look and Inari fought the urge to fall over laughing. He definitely was, what with the way he was murmuring in Wakahirume's ear even if he looked away awkwardly as he tugged at her hand. He sent a meaningful look to the exit they were already so close to as a flicker of hesitation appeared on the goddess's face. The way he was sending a look almost pleading was adorable.
"He is like a child asking for a present, you know?" Unable to stifle another amused laugh, Inari shook her head.
"Nishibyakko Okami is a child in love~ Wakahirume is his first, after all," Benzaiten piped up with a shake of her head and a smile.
Completely uncaring of the fact they were practically spying on the two - those two brought it upon themselves, really - they watched the couple talk softly between themselves.
That was until Benzaiten suddenly had a look of concern creasing her face. "Inari," she tugged on her friend's sleeve to catch her attention. Inari turned to her, blinking.
"... Susanoo has been distracted with his siblings, but he might catch sight of them..." The fox goddess's eyes widened in understanding. That was not really a good thing for Nishibyakko and Wakahirume. She also looked in the direction of the three siblings, at an even more extravagantly laid table and piles upon piles of cushions. Susanoo was sprawled ungracefully among them, the faint scowl present as ever on his face despite the flush on his cheeks. He looked like he was getting increasingly vexed with something Amaterasu was saying, and ready to rise to his feet and walk away.
From the looks of it, even Nishibyakko realized it as he and Wakahirume now agreed to leave the party.
"Benzaiten, I can't leave a friend in need." Standing up and nodding firmly to herself, Inari grinned a little at the doubtful look on her friend's face. "Trust me, I know what to do~" Even if it didn't quite work the way it should, Susanoo was going to be distracted one way or another enough to let the couple slip away. And Nishibyakko wasn't going to get gutted by an angry brother of his woman.
She panicked a little inside as she made her way through the room, hearing the stomping footsteps of one Susanoo leaving the table with Amaterasu. Amaterasu and Tsukiyomi looked after his back with similar frowns on their faces. Susanoo-no-mikoto is such a petulant child sometimes, isn't he?
Glancing in the direction of the exit she caught a fluttering edge of a kimono sleeve. Wakahirume and Nishibyakko had finally left, but now Susanoo was also planning on storming out of the place.
Grimacing - at least he was farther from the exit than she was? - Inari flicked her fingers and disappeared in a wisp of azure flames, appearing right outside the exit. It really was a boon that she was one of the kami who had the highest alcohol tolerances, she could still use magic accurately without blowing anything up unlike the rest of the drunken kami back in the party.
Just her luck, she appeared before a startled couple. Wakahirume and NIshibyakko halted as the fox goddess startled them. And Inari snorted lightly as they almost snatched their hands away from each other, almost as if burned. Only the tiger god somehow regained his nerve and held firmly on to the goddess's hand.
"Nishibyakko, try to be bold away from her brother's range next time, alright?" He tightened his jaw - just a slight twitch in his mouth that the fox's sharp blue eyes didn't miss - at her words. There was a very faint blush on his cheeks that still did make him look so very precious, but she had a feeling teasing him about it wasn't going to help any of them.
Flipping open her fan, she tilted her head and surveyed the two through suddenly lidded and suggestive eyes. Her gaze wandered over to Wakahirume, who was blinking at her in embarrassed puzzlement. "I do hope that he makes it worth it for you two as I put my neck on the chopping board~ Wakahirume, make sure he makes it memorable," she finished with a wink, watching the other woman blush prettily.
"I-I-Inari-san, that's not-" Wakahirume's voice was still ever so soft and demure even as she protested.
The fox goddess waved her fan off at the other's flimsy excuses. "Darling, I could read lips from afar, and you two were being awfully brazen there. Benzaiten agrees wholeheartedly." Just the mention of another kami witnessing the 'moment' had the two flushing in front of her like adolescents caught redhanded. Wakahirume was definitely more embarrassed; she didn't know Inari as well as Nishibyakko. The Western god was more familiar with the fox's ways, managing to hold back most of his embarrassment from his face.
"Anyway, I'm off to chat with your brother~ And thank you for being there for my shy Western friend, Wakahirume~"
Stepping aside, she waved them on behind her. The two flashed guilty expressions at her. "Thank you, Inari," Nishibyakko finally spoke up, curt and just a tad flustered. He cooled down, though, and held the fox goddess's gaze with is own, grudging thanks in his violet eyes. "I'll find you a gift some time for this. Now Wakahirume, let's hurry..." But as those eyes left her and settled on Wakahirume, Inari was inwardly agape at just how much they softened.
I wonder if someone will ever look at me like that? The smile Nishibyakko gave to reassure Wakahirume could be called beautiful, and nothing else. The way the tension left his face to reassure her, the way everything relaxed in him-
Even the men who were so besotted with Inari didn't have those eyes. Understanding eyes. Admiring, but not idealizing. As if he saw not just the beauty but also the flaws, but still accepted it as a part of Wakahirume.
And Inari was almost envious. The moment quickly passed as they nodded at her, and she was thankful for the fan hiding the somber expression that minutely crossed her face.
They hurried onwards as Inari smiled underneath her fan once more, inhaling deeply as she heard Susanoo's loud footsteps, making her ears twitch. Now she had a cranky storm god to charm. Maybe she could get him to like her enough for a good tumble among the futon sheets later tonight... Susanoo wasn't so bad looking whenever he did smile, after all. Though he can't quite smile like Nishibyakko did for Wakahirume...